How many?

How many women are in you?  We all have so many sides and
personalities,Quirkiness, playful,spirited,serious, sexy, romantic, rebellious, gypsy, boho, hippies, wild, deep thinkers, to name a few. All depending on what is going on in our life, and many of us can change quickly...from sweet to Bitch real quickly 😉😉
So do you think about this from time to time? Do you let the playful out to play? do you show your quirkiness? or are you hiding the many sides of YOU?
Some thing to think on...thoughts?

WHY?

I THINK ... this sums up my feelings on all this BS from our so called leaders! I was just a  a very young girl when this started. Just started wearing a bra, that mmm probably was not even really needed, BUT I wanted one, and then they wanted to burn them??? I not comprehend it  at all, at that time.  Not being around many women who were really listening at that time, or SCARED to voice their thoughts on all this?  But I can honestly say my grandmothers were strong women, but very set in their ways of,  "what" young women did and did NOT do...
But of COURSE!!  I wanted Birth control! WHO in their right mind wanted a baby, every year or so??? even if one was married or not? My mind  took off, why is it OK for guys to have SEX but not girls?? tell me again???  WHY?? this is OK?? really??? WHY can boys do some things and a  girl can not?? WHY??
SNORT!
Yes, I was told, I asked too many questions. I was to be seen and NOT heard... I was a GIRL and again I asked what difference does that make?  WHY??? God gave me a brain I told my father and my grandmother.  Sigh, well several times that did not end well!  

Did that stop me? NO! I might of been slow to speak up, speak out, But I was always asking WHY? Even after I married young. (WTH was I thinking?) Took  a few years and few  babies...and something changed, I spoke out more, I had seen so much unfairness and I still DO, just because we are women!

Just because we bleed each month and we do not DIE? we can bring forth LIFE? Why are so many men so afraid of US??? even after all that stops, So MANY Men feel threatened by US?

IF we are outspoken we are labeled a BITCH, ball buster's etc etc, REALLY??  Again, I  ask, WHY??  years have past..we do NOT need to go back 40  years or more. We need to move forward, work together, WOMEN/  FEMALE and MEN/ MALES together to make OUR world a better place, For the Future of  ALL who live on Mother Earth.

So when we let unfairness go,we look away from the unfairness, when we let racism, religion, differences in humans, because some are afraid of this or so narrow minded or FULL of HATE. Stop and think, don't you wonder, WHY???

Why do they not try, to see if from  the other person/HUMAN, their thinking, wants, needs?  WHY are they so stuck in the past? WHY are they afraid?

STOP and THINK a minute or so, Do you want YOUR daughters, granddaughters geat-granddaughters, nieces, YOUR blood to be controlled? to have NO say over their own bodies?  Their LIFE. To  be told by a bunch of self righteous MALES or even closed minded women?? what they can and can not do?? Do they NOT have a BRAIN? The right to make their own choices, their OWN decisions? the RIGHT to ask WHY? To do their own choosing!

"Who" GAVE  these so called, in power people, the RIGHT?   WHY? WHY are WE  letting them tell US what we can and can not do!  Think about all this. OPEN your mind! ASK... WHY?

This is NOT going away... THINK  on this!

Once Upon a Sisterhood

I am really on a roll here today on sisterhood.  Sisterhood is important to me and to us women and to the future of our world.  Wakie uppie women and open your shut eyes!  See what is before us and then look into your heart to see how you can be a force of change!  I am sharing with you a piece of my past, a story about a failed sisterhood and the ensuing wreckage for two of the sisters.  There is a lot more involved in this tragic story which I will write on at a later date.  I am telling you this story and sharing with you my reading on this sisterhood because this is what happens when egos and attitudes get in the way and the "leader" does not keep it in check.  This sisterhood was formed in 2013.  A young woman I knew wanted to form a small study group on witchcraft and eventually make it into a coven.  First she had to find other women who were interested.  

This young woman ran a few successful facebook groups and a Tarot study group so she had connections.  She quickly formed a forum and then began accepting members.  The red flag was not many applied.  There were two women who joined that I liked.  They were close to my age and fellow hippie gypsy souls, (and I say that with much love because one time I wrote in a forum I had a "Gypsy soul" and got blasted but then the woman who ran that forum was questionable and a scammer) Back to those two women.....they were Earthy and had a lot of expertise and I was looking forward to knowing them.  Then there was this one woman who was different, she was older as well.  When I say older, the four of us were all at least twenty years older than the founding sister.  But this one sister.......she was at times overbearing, she could be pleasant but she liked to dominate conversations and always, always turned it to the topic being about her wretched personal life.  She had no manners and lacked grace.  She was the one who offended and fought with the other two and they left.  The one wrote me an e-mail and told me that the founding sister and the different sister were brutal.  

I, not wanting to judge the founding sister and the different sister because I didn't know them, stayed and toughed it out.  But at a cost.  Oh my gosh......those were the darkest three years of my life being connected to them.  As the end neared I felt the need to do a reading on the sisterhood the three of us formed.    At the end I copied and pasted the update I wrote on Oct, 1, 2016 after the founding sister crashed and burned.  

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Good Bye: A Random Tarot Reading

I bet many of you didn't know I read Tarot Cards.  Well.....I haven't really talked about it a lot but I do.  I've been reading the cards for well over fifteen years now.  From time to time I will do random readings for nobody in particular and post the readings on my yahoo group.  Yesterday I did one such reading and I decided to post it here on my blog.  Don't ask me why because it was for no particular reason.

*Note*  I forgot to publish this post and since a few months have passed since I did the reading I would like to share that the individuals involved did indeed have a crack in their group and as of now it's spiraling downward, one of the major issues is "It's all about me."  I could have been a great sisterhood, had the potential too. 

Deck      Ellen Dugan's Witches Tarot

Spread:  My own

I am forewarning you right now.......I give very long and detailed readings.  

Group One:  The First Three Cards:  "Once Upon a Time"

The Three of Cups:

There were at least three women that came together that had a love for the fairy realm, flowers, gardens, and the outdoors.  They were feminine women who loved painted fingernails, pretty flowing dresses or blouses, jewelry with gemstones, and they shared this love as they drank from their wine filled chalices. I sense "herbs" here and feel that this is a group of women who had a shared interest in herbs or something herb related. Maybe a gardening group?

Lets look at each woman in this group:

By the way it feels like a warm summer day and there is much love and warmth flowing between them.  Two face each other and I clearly feel that these two have something in common, something that connects them in some way.  The one in the middle doesn’t seem to be as connected to the group because of this shared connection the two have.  It’s something she doesn’t have, a shared set of experiences? 

The one on the left,  she has red hair and feels “Pretty in Pink”  This woman has a little bit of a, “Diva” feel to her but has a sincere heart.  She feels like she tells it like it is.  Fire sign

The one in the middle: My eye keeps going back to her, there is an energy about her that doesn’t totally feel loving, and the word aloof comes to mind here.  She may be narcissistic and could be leading a sheltered life. I am getting that she walks between worlds and isn’t always on the Earth plane.  She has a difficult time trusting and although she welcomes this gathering she doesn’t embrace it.  Air Sign

The one on the right: Earth energies radiate from her and she feels like she could be a “Earth Mamma.”  She is down to Earth and very approachable, kind, loving, and generous Earth sign

What is interesting though is the group forms in this outdoor setting with a giant waterfall thundering in the background, a mist rises up and it feels almost mystical. Yet, yet……I am getting that this waterfall feels like thundering emotions so loud that their voices are drowned out.  And the flowers are interesting as well, each has a toxic foxglove positioned behind them.  This group is going to heal their “heart” issue with emotions. Thats what foxglove does, the heart medicine digitalis is made from foxglove.  

Group Two:  What Happened?

In this group of three cards we see what happened to the pretty ladies.  It wasn’t so pretty:

Water and fire, interesting it seems that the water put out the King of wand’s fire and passion.  *psssttt* and out goes the flame and light, the warmth, and the drive. As you can see the lovely ladies were not close and in fact were disconnected, disjointed, and could care less about the other. 

Six of Swords:

One left and turned her back because she didn’t care, apathy is what I feel here and the need to get away, drift perhaps out to sea after she grew tired of paddling.  She is alone.

King of wands:

One of these three women was passionate about life, a go getter, and driven to succeed.  This woman was mature.  She was also bright, bubbly, and willing to help others, congenial, charming, and sincere.  She wanted to help.  I would say that this lady was the elder and the one who was waiting.

Five of Cups:

This one turned her back as well and left, she was miserable, she was not to quote Stevie Nicks, “A calm blue sea!”  She allowed the water to wash away her troubles and felt like she wasn’t worthy.  She sits on a rock which is not comfortable.  

Group Three:  The Outcome:   

The Outcome:

Wow….two major cards side by side, this group of three or more ladies was very special and meant to be but because our lady in blue could not embrace nor connect to the other two she developed a paranoia and this wedged them apart forever leaving a gaping hole in their hearts.  

The Shadow Side (reversed)

Blaming the others for not being the person she wanted or needed to be.  She refused to face her fears.  It wasn't them, it was her! I get the feeling too that  our lady in the middle, the one in blue, could not handle the connection the other two had and this bothered her.  It feels more like she could not connect because they possessed experiences and knowledge she could not relate to nor understand.  She felt like she was on the outside looking in. Paranoid is the word I am getting. 

The Moon (reversed)

Hecate the triple Goddess tries to light the way through the dark.    

 It feels like one kept the other two in the dark and deceived them.  To what end?  She held the keys to knowledge and she wanted the other two to go to her for the keys to knowledge and magick.  And in the end she threw the two to the wolves. 

UPDATE:::::::October 1, 2016 at 10:17 AM

Two years have come and gone since I did this reading. Much tragedy hit two of the women and the third, the founding woman, has gone on to lie, cheat, and steal. She is a fake and phony and very soon I will write the rest of the story on her. So so much and more of this reading came to pass, its eerily accurate. There is a tale to tell of three women who came together to form a fellowship only to have the founding woman destroy it and their respective lives.  

Women vs Little Girls and the Loss of Sisterhood

This is a piece I wrote in April of 2016.  Its about sisterhood.  I've been wandering for the past several years lost and alone on the path and have not found many sisters along the way.  Oh, I have met many women and a few women who acted like little girls but not many true to the heart sisters who will stick with you to the end.  How can we possibly change the world and create magick if we are not LOYAL to one another and have each others' back??????  We live in seriously troubling times my sisters and women........we gotta get real.  Sure pussyhats are fine but it needs to be more than coming together and wearing a pussyhat to get where we need to go and to be.  



Nothing hurts the soul more than when one realizes that there is a shift in energies and the results are a loss of sisterhood.  When we are young maidens and mothers we find ourselves celebrating life, chalices in hand, dancing in a circle and creating beautiful magickal experiences together!  We share our hopes, dreams, problems, and even conspire to save the world.  Yet when we get to the age of the Crone all of that changes.  We find ourselves distancing from our circle and our circle from us.  Is this the way it is when we near the end of our journey?  My musings this morning are why?

WHY..........

Is this a natural occurrence and part of the preparation for the end of our journey?

Health and energies play a HUGE role are are HUGE factors involved in our abilities to function as part of a sisterhood circle.  As we age, well even when we are younger we experience health issues which slow us down and cause us to not be able to keep up with the pack, the sisterhood.  That in turn causes alienation from the pack/sisterhood because the ailing sister is down and can't keep up and the other sisters can't function with a weak link.  Think a pack of animals here and you get the picture.  They leave the weak behind.  But if you are a goose or duck they stop on their journey and one will stay behind with the fallen fellow bird.  Does that mean that a fowl has more compassion and intelligence?  Sure seems that way to me!  And so the ailing sister walks a new path, the same path those other sisters who abandoned her will one day walk as well......the path to the other side, the Summerland.  This is a journey that many sisters must walk alone because the attitudes of her sisters who were once so loving and close choose to not help or take the time to assist her as she enters death.  Which leads me to the question of........

Why do some of us have to die alone?

In nature many animals must die alone and the pack moves on without them.  We as humans are supposed to be civilized and caring but truth be told lately I've noticed that our animal sisters have more of a nurturing instinct than people.  That does not say a whole lot about the evolution of women today does it?  And no, I'm not a Trump supporter!

We need to embrace our sisters who need us and not toss them aside like yesterday's trash!  Thats not who we are.  We need each other to survive.  What ever happened to women drinking tea and stitching quilts while sharing mysteries?  Or women going to the woods away from men during the menses or in cronehood?

Make a difference and embrace a sister today!  Change the world one sister at a time.  

Pussies on a Mission

Today is the perfect day to launch my new blog, you see its the women's march today, Jan 21, 2017 against Trump.  Its great to see all the pink pussy hats and the women getting together again after decades to rally but is it really real?  Come Monday morning the pussyhats will be off and the pussy claws out again and not poised to claw at Trump or men, but at each other.  The loss of the TRUE sisterhood from the late 1960's and early 1970's is gone.  Its been gone.  It died when women imploded on each other and turned on one another to scratch and claw their way to the top.  Women viewed other women as competition and the, "enemy" instead of their sister.  I blame Ronald Reagan's war against women for that.  Further, I blame cultural influences, and I blame women.  Had we not been so busy fighting each other maybe......JUST MAYBE we might not be in this position right now and instead be celebrating Hillary or some other woman as President.  

Sisters I ask.......WHAT THE FUCK are ya'll thinking?  Get it together ladies and stay together.  Yeah, I'm pissed off, I am one pissed off pussy and nasty woman (#nastywoman) because you all (and I say, "you all" because I am older) should have hung together over the years.  Just think of the things we could have accomplished had we done so.  Instead we are now set back 50 yrs or more in time and many have sold their tittys and pussies to the devil!  Shame on ya'll!  Now here we are, at the forefront of a new era, a new women's movement and you aren't even organized.  I want to puke as I read the fake and phony, casual, and insincere use of the word, "sister" in comments attempting to support one another.  Its gotta start with being REAL!  SINCERE!!!  You got that pussies?  SINCERITY, LOVE, RESPECT, and MEAN IT!!!!!!!Otherwise your work is in vain and the male establishment knows it too.  Don't you know that men know we women hate each other and fight?  And whats the supposed favorite thing we women love to do.........GOSSIP?  They will never take us seriously unless we mean it!  You know Trump is sitting back, along with the other males just laughing because they know women will take off their pussyhats and out comes the claws again slashing at each other.  

So Pussys if you are gonna start a movement you better be able to see it through.  Don't half ass this shit and call each other sisters for a few days and then get into cat fights with the claws out.  Be real women and stand up.......be real women and mean it!  Otherwise this is all in vain and who wins again?  Nothing will change unless you can see it through!  Its up to you pussies!