Countdown to Another Sorrowful Christmas: Day 12 Grieving the Living

         Tears fall from my green eyes as I slowly tap on the keys of my laptop, the keyboard a blur.  The sadness washes over my soul like a tsunami smashing my heart to bits and pieces.  There is not a moment in each day, sometimes more, that I don’t grieve and mourn the loss of my two sons and four grandsons.  I have two more but I don’t know them thanks to their psychotic mother’s alienation.  Its hard, so hard to have to grieve the living dead, to bury the living and let go.  The emotional pain has taken a toll on me and I wonder where in life the wrong turn happened.  I sure did not ever, EVER imagine that at this stage in my life that I would be estranged from both my sons and grandsons.  It wasn’t supposed to happen, it wasn’t in the script.  Who was the cruel person that wrote in that plot twist in my life?  I’ve tried rewinding the reel in the movie of my life trying to find that one moment.  I beat myself up wondering where I went wrong or how it went all wrong.  I can find neither answers nor relief from this pain.  I know that I am not alone because I am a member of a few groups on Facebook that deal with estrangement.  It seems to me that this is becoming a widespread epidemic of abandoning one’s aging parents and tossing them aside like yesterday’s trash.  I must pause and say that some children have had to alienate from their parents due to abuse, however, this new epidemic of children were not abused.  Maybe its entitlement, they deserved and wanted it all and when their parents could no longer give they tossed them.  They have no use for their parents unless there is some gain for them, mainly financial. 

               We have been estranged from our older son since 1994 when he met his then psycho girlfriend.  Thats when we lost him.  He graduated from high school that year and was set to begin the local community college the spring semester of 1995.  My brother married his long time girlfriend that Labor Day weekend.  He was in the wedding.  We drove back home to  NYS for the wedding and thats when it fell apart.  He said he wanted to stay with his grandparents, my ex's parents for a bit.  I knew what he was up to, reconnecting and stalking his old girlfriend.  His grandparents were religiously obsessed and went to church all the time.  That was where he met his demise and psycho girlfriend who later became his wife.  She was controlling from the get go, no manners, crass, rude, and crude.  Her mother had recently passed away from a heart attack and there were allegations she did not call 911 in time and let her mother die.  I have to say its plausible.  My son was obsessed with her and then got her pregnant.  They had to marry.  Shortly after the birth of their son her violent abuse of my son began.  She beat him so bad on three occasions that  we know of that were homicidal.  She beat him with the wooden butt end of a gun and actually broke it over his head, this caused some TBI with him.  Next she sliced his left arm open with the blade of a butcher knife in a rage leaving his arm numb and a scar.  And finally she tried to kill him by driving into a telephone pole at a high rate of speed with their car with their baby in the back seat, the baby was two at the time.  My son went through the windshield.  Never did he report her or have her arrested which I can understand why, men are not believed when they are abused.  In addition she publically degraded and humiliated him.  So his grandparents brought him down to our farm in North Carolina, hundreds of miles away.  He stayed with us for two years and then he met this girl online, flew out to Colorado to meet her, it apparently didn't work out and his grandparents paid for a bus ticket for him to go back to  NYS.  Then he hooked up with his psycho wife shortly after, she claimed she was beaten by a boyfriend and has no memory of what she did to my son.  Yeah right!!!  Then there was a time of a brief relationship from 2009 til 2012 when she got pregnant again after seventeen years and then suddenly our son stopped calling us.  

                Our younger son chose to be alienate from us just after my heart attack.......funny isn't that?  Its been six and a half years now.  There was a period of a year where he was fine last year and we enjoyed a warm connection but then a few months ago he suddenly cut us off again.  He is no longer married to his wife who had schizophrenia, they split after he ran off with her bestie.  Its his ex wife that has caused us a lot of pain but then what would one expect from someone who brought a gun to school at the age of fourteen with intentions to harm another girl.  She was in trouble so she knew if she got pregnant she would not have to go to a juvenile detention center.  This was in 1997 before the Columbine incident.  The bestie I like, but even she is acting strange now.  

                In our case the alienation and estrangement from both my sons involved their involvements and marriages to women that have mental illness.  One is a violent psychotic and the other a schizophrenic who brought a gun to school when she was fourteen years old with intentions to harm another girl.  Typically this does not happen twice in a family, however, when young boys use the wrong head they get into trouble and they both did at that too!  Yet can I fully blame those two women?  Our sons needed to grow a pair of balls and stand up to them!    They made their decisions and now they must accept the responsibility and consequences for those decisions.  Like my mother used to say, “You make your bed now you lie in it!”  Yet I don’t believe that they, nor the millions of other children who estranged from their parents sees their role in the disaster they created and the shit storm about to hit them from their own children.  Nothing is ever their fault.  They are narcissistic as are their spouses and children. 

                I have to live my life without my two sons and grandsons, its really hard to accept that sentence and know that I have to bury the living.  Its not my choice, its not what I bargained for in this life.  There is nothing I can do about it, they all control the situation, cutting us off, silencing our voices.  But not for long………this mother has a say and my voice will be heard through my tears!  I’m telling my story to the world!  I’m going to be a voice for all estranged parents.  I am going to connect with others who are estranged from their children and grandchildren.  Together we will be a force to be reckoned with and let our estranged children know we will NOT TOLERATE This.

Tomorrow is Day 11 in Grieving the Living.  

TIME....
Here it is spiraling to the end of MAY. I was in a hurry (why??) to do some cleaning up stairs. My energy waned,so many times up and down the steps, cardio work out. I needed some coffee...again! 

So thought I take a break..as the word...TIME... kept sticking in my head, going around and around...and thinking of what I seen in a few stores, yesterday... Decor for the 4 th of July...ALREADY!!! SIGH

Why??? must we always be in a hurry? for the next day, the next holiday, the next season, the next whatever! We are not enjoying NOW... We wanted Spring...we wanted to plant, we wanted to see green grass, we wanted to feel Mother Nature, wake slowly in our neck of the woods. so why are we not enjoying it? WHY are we letting "others" throw us into being in such a hurry to move on? 

NO! I did not look at any of the "July stuff" (rolling my eyes here) I am still in Spring! in week? or two? I will slowly lean a bit into Summer, with the Summer Solstice, in June. Not going to rush...WHY hurry my life away sooner???  

So... my thoughts mulling around about TIME...Take one day at a time. Slow down, stuck in traffic? yes, it a pain when you can think of many things you need to do or places you need to be at. But maybe this the time to put in a cd, listen to some calming music, or some thing from your teens...and just BREATHE...relax a bit. Enjoy the memories, enjoy breathing...Being frustrated, angry will not help your day, and you are wasting some time to just relax a bit, and  go down memory lane...

We need to slow down, no matter your age. We need time to unwind, each day... Stop being in a hurry. Stop stressing about the time. To get this done and that done! We multitask way too much! Missing little moments, missing our kids do and say things silly or cute, missing Mother Nature's beauty change. When was the last time you put your bare feet in the SPRING grass wiggled your toes and just grounded?? sipped on some sweet tea?? watched the squirrels? birds? the wind in the trees..or your cat or dog  rolling around in the grass, all stretched out? Even they know it is a good thing...

I know in our hectic work schedule, kids schedules (and many are way to busy, with little time to be out in Nature and just unwind, and  be a kid! Do you remember what you did as a kid? just for fun, no time limit, no hurry? ) 

With all the responsibilities we have, take on...we need to realize this is not good for us..We need TIME to unwind, breathe, slow down, enjoy the moments in the making NOW!

So lets not let "others" push us to hurry so much, Not rush through the holidays, that not even here yet, for the next one. We may plan to unwind, relax (and we do not) on a holiday and lets think of those holidays and the significance behind them. Slow down... Deadlines will come and go, things won't get done as planned, We never feel their is enough time! So make/take the time to just enjoy the moments each day.  LOOK for the little things.  TIME moves fast!

MAY....MAY?

May...where did April go? April left us in a torment of TEARS?

Seems I was very busy? with this and that...LIFE stuff.

Yes, the SPRING  bug hit me and I have been cleaning on flower beds, with all of the LIFE stuff...

Dodging the tears? rain drops...some times, buckets full at once!!! It is just really really "soggy"  here in my little corner of Missouri...so far! 
Flooding is all around us...and more rain to come ???  

Seems Mother Nature is "cleaning up".. giving every thing a good wash &...FLUSH... 
Can  not say I blame her, we humans do a lot of damage, TRASHING/ABUSE of her! We  are really stupid to keep doing this to Mother Earth. We take and take from her,and once we done with what ever, we just dump it right back on her, in her, around her. We try to stop her ways, her cycles...Well Mother Nature has other ideas of what needs done!

We see damage, destruction, even death... 

But to Mother Earth, this is the Circle of Life, and it must go on. Their MUST be BALANCE...
The Earth is off BALANCE, and Mother Earth is trying to heal her self...

No, none of this is pretty to us humans. This is just a small portion of the flooding all over the state, Farm ground covered in water, crops planted early will have to be replanted. Many will have to replant their gardens. Tho we feel all this destruction is  not needed, the Balance is off kilter. 
To say I understand all this? nope!  I just know MOM is cleaning house, and some times when you clean, you make more of a mess to start out, before you get it cleaned and looking good ! 

So we hang on... best we can, pray, yes pray, ask...yes ask... over and over again...
Get the umbrellas,rain gear, boats, buckets for leaks, sump pumps working over time, Travel detours, or stay at home. Keep our heads up... best we can. 

The rain will stop, it will dry out and we will start again, This too shall pass.

MARCH...marches on...

Can you believe it?? almost to the end of March. Rainy here.. much needed rain too... Of course this makes one, ( ME)  want to go play in the dirt, and get that "to do list" started on?  Why is that? spring comes, some times before it gets here, we, ( I )  get this MADNESS??  to get this done, get that done, got to have this and that...all done...SOON!

Then we have, the LIFE "stuff" that comes, ya know tax time, bills..just living, or trying. Getting by, some times with a tad bit left to get  a few extra's, we wanting to get.

Like Mulch... yes yes, we need mulch, told the hubs, he groans... But says not one word, smart man ( smile) so mulch we get, and some top soil and some manure and he loads it all, or most, the help not come until the last few bags, then the wonderful hubs,(smile) unloads it all, from said truck... so now I have the mulch to do the front flower beds.

YES!  yes this is the year, we "plan" to get some out side work done on the old place, Much "NEEDED" roof, (for starters) he want metal...well mmm maybe ??? think the old girl will like it??? 2 story,  100 yrs old...will it be hotter upstairs??? they tell me "no"  mmm ? well... I tell the hubs, "IF we go metal, I get to pick the color"..."well"... he stalls, then says, "well, okay, what you have in mind? Black, grey, green?"  

mmm" NO... the brightest RED they got"... his look? is pained, LOL
Hubs looks at me and says, "timidly, are you sure?" with doubt in his eyes... "Oh YES!" I reply, "it will be the brightest house on this corner!"  Hubs, with his deadpan look, says "it is the only house on this corner" (such details pfff)...LOL "yep!  so it stand out!" mmm
I do not think he is convinced?   We will see...( he not think the RED door was a good idea, until after I did it and then he was like wow, that looks good! DOUBT me???  pffff...

I have looked at other 2 story homes and think they all look very nice, even grand! ( pics courtesy pintrest)  What do you think?

really I try to not say what my brain is telling me to say.... I bite my tongue, some times... but that has gotten less and less...oops
oh well... I do try to see where others are coming from? but that is getting harder and harder. Explain to me HOW hurting the country, taking away so much, destroying so much of our beautiful country, with plans to destroy even more of her ! How is this for the good of the country, for the good of the people? For future generations?   All I can see is a bunch of dirty, old men getting richer and richer, whose greed is destroying and causing so much HATE and EVIL... We all should be worried by all that has been going on. This affects us all. Look at the  mess our children and grandchildren are going to have to live with, all the  HATE, EVIL and GREED!

How many?

How many women are in you?  We all have so many sides and
personalities,Quirkiness, playful,spirited,serious, sexy, romantic, rebellious, gypsy, boho, hippies, wild, deep thinkers, to name a few. All depending on what is going on in our life, and many of us can change quickly...from sweet to Bitch real quickly 😉😉
So do you think about this from time to time? Do you let the playful out to play? do you show your quirkiness? or are you hiding the many sides of YOU?
Some thing to think on...thoughts?

WHY?

I THINK ... this sums up my feelings on all this BS from our so called leaders! I was just a  a very young girl when this started. Just started wearing a bra, that mmm probably was not even really needed, BUT I wanted one, and then they wanted to burn them??? I not comprehend it  at all, at that time.  Not being around many women who were really listening at that time, or SCARED to voice their thoughts on all this?  But I can honestly say my grandmothers were strong women, but very set in their ways of,  "what" young women did and did NOT do...
But of COURSE!!  I wanted Birth control! WHO in their right mind wanted a baby, every year or so??? even if one was married or not? My mind  took off, why is it OK for guys to have SEX but not girls?? tell me again???  WHY?? this is OK?? really??? WHY can boys do some things and a  girl can not?? WHY??
SNORT!
Yes, I was told, I asked too many questions. I was to be seen and NOT heard... I was a GIRL and again I asked what difference does that make?  WHY??? God gave me a brain I told my father and my grandmother.  Sigh, well several times that did not end well!  

Did that stop me? NO! I might of been slow to speak up, speak out, But I was always asking WHY? Even after I married young. (WTH was I thinking?) Took  a few years and few  babies...and something changed, I spoke out more, I had seen so much unfairness and I still DO, just because we are women!

Just because we bleed each month and we do not DIE? we can bring forth LIFE? Why are so many men so afraid of US??? even after all that stops, So MANY Men feel threatened by US?

IF we are outspoken we are labeled a BITCH, ball buster's etc etc, REALLY??  Again, I  ask, WHY??  years have past..we do NOT need to go back 40  years or more. We need to move forward, work together, WOMEN/  FEMALE and MEN/ MALES together to make OUR world a better place, For the Future of  ALL who live on Mother Earth.

So when we let unfairness go,we look away from the unfairness, when we let racism, religion, differences in humans, because some are afraid of this or so narrow minded or FULL of HATE. Stop and think, don't you wonder, WHY???

Why do they not try, to see if from  the other person/HUMAN, their thinking, wants, needs?  WHY are they so stuck in the past? WHY are they afraid?

STOP and THINK a minute or so, Do you want YOUR daughters, granddaughters geat-granddaughters, nieces, YOUR blood to be controlled? to have NO say over their own bodies?  Their LIFE. To  be told by a bunch of self righteous MALES or even closed minded women?? what they can and can not do?? Do they NOT have a BRAIN? The right to make their own choices, their OWN decisions? the RIGHT to ask WHY? To do their own choosing!

"Who" GAVE  these so called, in power people, the RIGHT?   WHY? WHY are WE  letting them tell US what we can and can not do!  Think about all this. OPEN your mind! ASK... WHY?

This is NOT going away... THINK  on this!

Once Upon a Sisterhood

I am really on a roll here today on sisterhood.  Sisterhood is important to me and to us women and to the future of our world.  Wakie uppie women and open your shut eyes!  See what is before us and then look into your heart to see how you can be a force of change!  I am sharing with you a piece of my past, a story about a failed sisterhood and the ensuing wreckage for two of the sisters.  There is a lot more involved in this tragic story which I will write on at a later date.  I am telling you this story and sharing with you my reading on this sisterhood because this is what happens when egos and attitudes get in the way and the "leader" does not keep it in check.  This sisterhood was formed in 2013.  A young woman I knew wanted to form a small study group on witchcraft and eventually make it into a coven.  First she had to find other women who were interested.  

This young woman ran a few successful facebook groups and a Tarot study group so she had connections.  She quickly formed a forum and then began accepting members.  The red flag was not many applied.  There were two women who joined that I liked.  They were close to my age and fellow hippie gypsy souls, (and I say that with much love because one time I wrote in a forum I had a "Gypsy soul" and got blasted but then the woman who ran that forum was questionable and a scammer) Back to those two women.....they were Earthy and had a lot of expertise and I was looking forward to knowing them.  Then there was this one woman who was different, she was older as well.  When I say older, the four of us were all at least twenty years older than the founding sister.  But this one sister.......she was at times overbearing, she could be pleasant but she liked to dominate conversations and always, always turned it to the topic being about her wretched personal life.  She had no manners and lacked grace.  She was the one who offended and fought with the other two and they left.  The one wrote me an e-mail and told me that the founding sister and the different sister were brutal.  

I, not wanting to judge the founding sister and the different sister because I didn't know them, stayed and toughed it out.  But at a cost.  Oh my gosh......those were the darkest three years of my life being connected to them.  As the end neared I felt the need to do a reading on the sisterhood the three of us formed.    At the end I copied and pasted the update I wrote on Oct, 1, 2016 after the founding sister crashed and burned.  

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Good Bye: A Random Tarot Reading

I bet many of you didn't know I read Tarot Cards.  Well.....I haven't really talked about it a lot but I do.  I've been reading the cards for well over fifteen years now.  From time to time I will do random readings for nobody in particular and post the readings on my yahoo group.  Yesterday I did one such reading and I decided to post it here on my blog.  Don't ask me why because it was for no particular reason.

*Note*  I forgot to publish this post and since a few months have passed since I did the reading I would like to share that the individuals involved did indeed have a crack in their group and as of now it's spiraling downward, one of the major issues is "It's all about me."  I could have been a great sisterhood, had the potential too. 

Deck      Ellen Dugan's Witches Tarot

Spread:  My own

I am forewarning you right now.......I give very long and detailed readings.  

Group One:  The First Three Cards:  "Once Upon a Time"

The Three of Cups:

There were at least three women that came together that had a love for the fairy realm, flowers, gardens, and the outdoors.  They were feminine women who loved painted fingernails, pretty flowing dresses or blouses, jewelry with gemstones, and they shared this love as they drank from their wine filled chalices. I sense "herbs" here and feel that this is a group of women who had a shared interest in herbs or something herb related. Maybe a gardening group?

Lets look at each woman in this group:

By the way it feels like a warm summer day and there is much love and warmth flowing between them.  Two face each other and I clearly feel that these two have something in common, something that connects them in some way.  The one in the middle doesn’t seem to be as connected to the group because of this shared connection the two have.  It’s something she doesn’t have, a shared set of experiences? 

The one on the left,  she has red hair and feels “Pretty in Pink”  This woman has a little bit of a, “Diva” feel to her but has a sincere heart.  She feels like she tells it like it is.  Fire sign

The one in the middle: My eye keeps going back to her, there is an energy about her that doesn’t totally feel loving, and the word aloof comes to mind here.  She may be narcissistic and could be leading a sheltered life. I am getting that she walks between worlds and isn’t always on the Earth plane.  She has a difficult time trusting and although she welcomes this gathering she doesn’t embrace it.  Air Sign

The one on the right: Earth energies radiate from her and she feels like she could be a “Earth Mamma.”  She is down to Earth and very approachable, kind, loving, and generous Earth sign

What is interesting though is the group forms in this outdoor setting with a giant waterfall thundering in the background, a mist rises up and it feels almost mystical. Yet, yet……I am getting that this waterfall feels like thundering emotions so loud that their voices are drowned out.  And the flowers are interesting as well, each has a toxic foxglove positioned behind them.  This group is going to heal their “heart” issue with emotions. Thats what foxglove does, the heart medicine digitalis is made from foxglove.  

Group Two:  What Happened?

In this group of three cards we see what happened to the pretty ladies.  It wasn’t so pretty:

Water and fire, interesting it seems that the water put out the King of wand’s fire and passion.  *psssttt* and out goes the flame and light, the warmth, and the drive. As you can see the lovely ladies were not close and in fact were disconnected, disjointed, and could care less about the other. 

Six of Swords:

One left and turned her back because she didn’t care, apathy is what I feel here and the need to get away, drift perhaps out to sea after she grew tired of paddling.  She is alone.

King of wands:

One of these three women was passionate about life, a go getter, and driven to succeed.  This woman was mature.  She was also bright, bubbly, and willing to help others, congenial, charming, and sincere.  She wanted to help.  I would say that this lady was the elder and the one who was waiting.

Five of Cups:

This one turned her back as well and left, she was miserable, she was not to quote Stevie Nicks, “A calm blue sea!”  She allowed the water to wash away her troubles and felt like she wasn’t worthy.  She sits on a rock which is not comfortable.  

Group Three:  The Outcome:   

The Outcome:

Wow….two major cards side by side, this group of three or more ladies was very special and meant to be but because our lady in blue could not embrace nor connect to the other two she developed a paranoia and this wedged them apart forever leaving a gaping hole in their hearts.  

The Shadow Side (reversed)

Blaming the others for not being the person she wanted or needed to be.  She refused to face her fears.  It wasn't them, it was her! I get the feeling too that  our lady in the middle, the one in blue, could not handle the connection the other two had and this bothered her.  It feels more like she could not connect because they possessed experiences and knowledge she could not relate to nor understand.  She felt like she was on the outside looking in. Paranoid is the word I am getting. 

The Moon (reversed)

Hecate the triple Goddess tries to light the way through the dark.    

 It feels like one kept the other two in the dark and deceived them.  To what end?  She held the keys to knowledge and she wanted the other two to go to her for the keys to knowledge and magick.  And in the end she threw the two to the wolves. 

UPDATE:::::::October 1, 2016 at 10:17 AM

Two years have come and gone since I did this reading. Much tragedy hit two of the women and the third, the founding woman, has gone on to lie, cheat, and steal. She is a fake and phony and very soon I will write the rest of the story on her. So so much and more of this reading came to pass, its eerily accurate. There is a tale to tell of three women who came together to form a fellowship only to have the founding woman destroy it and their respective lives.  

Women vs Little Girls and the Loss of Sisterhood

This is a piece I wrote in April of 2016.  Its about sisterhood.  I've been wandering for the past several years lost and alone on the path and have not found many sisters along the way.  Oh, I have met many women and a few women who acted like little girls but not many true to the heart sisters who will stick with you to the end.  How can we possibly change the world and create magick if we are not LOYAL to one another and have each others' back??????  We live in seriously troubling times my sisters and women........we gotta get real.  Sure pussyhats are fine but it needs to be more than coming together and wearing a pussyhat to get where we need to go and to be.  



Nothing hurts the soul more than when one realizes that there is a shift in energies and the results are a loss of sisterhood.  When we are young maidens and mothers we find ourselves celebrating life, chalices in hand, dancing in a circle and creating beautiful magickal experiences together!  We share our hopes, dreams, problems, and even conspire to save the world.  Yet when we get to the age of the Crone all of that changes.  We find ourselves distancing from our circle and our circle from us.  Is this the way it is when we near the end of our journey?  My musings this morning are why?

WHY..........

Is this a natural occurrence and part of the preparation for the end of our journey?

Health and energies play a HUGE role are are HUGE factors involved in our abilities to function as part of a sisterhood circle.  As we age, well even when we are younger we experience health issues which slow us down and cause us to not be able to keep up with the pack, the sisterhood.  That in turn causes alienation from the pack/sisterhood because the ailing sister is down and can't keep up and the other sisters can't function with a weak link.  Think a pack of animals here and you get the picture.  They leave the weak behind.  But if you are a goose or duck they stop on their journey and one will stay behind with the fallen fellow bird.  Does that mean that a fowl has more compassion and intelligence?  Sure seems that way to me!  And so the ailing sister walks a new path, the same path those other sisters who abandoned her will one day walk as well......the path to the other side, the Summerland.  This is a journey that many sisters must walk alone because the attitudes of her sisters who were once so loving and close choose to not help or take the time to assist her as she enters death.  Which leads me to the question of........

Why do some of us have to die alone?

In nature many animals must die alone and the pack moves on without them.  We as humans are supposed to be civilized and caring but truth be told lately I've noticed that our animal sisters have more of a nurturing instinct than people.  That does not say a whole lot about the evolution of women today does it?  And no, I'm not a Trump supporter!

We need to embrace our sisters who need us and not toss them aside like yesterday's trash!  Thats not who we are.  We need each other to survive.  What ever happened to women drinking tea and stitching quilts while sharing mysteries?  Or women going to the woods away from men during the menses or in cronehood?

Make a difference and embrace a sister today!  Change the world one sister at a time.  

Pussies on a Mission

Today is the perfect day to launch my new blog, you see its the women's march today, Jan 21, 2017 against Trump.  Its great to see all the pink pussy hats and the women getting together again after decades to rally but is it really real?  Come Monday morning the pussyhats will be off and the pussy claws out again and not poised to claw at Trump or men, but at each other.  The loss of the TRUE sisterhood from the late 1960's and early 1970's is gone.  Its been gone.  It died when women imploded on each other and turned on one another to scratch and claw their way to the top.  Women viewed other women as competition and the, "enemy" instead of their sister.  I blame Ronald Reagan's war against women for that.  Further, I blame cultural influences, and I blame women.  Had we not been so busy fighting each other maybe......JUST MAYBE we might not be in this position right now and instead be celebrating Hillary or some other woman as President.  

Sisters I ask.......WHAT THE FUCK are ya'll thinking?  Get it together ladies and stay together.  Yeah, I'm pissed off, I am one pissed off pussy and nasty woman (#nastywoman) because you all (and I say, "you all" because I am older) should have hung together over the years.  Just think of the things we could have accomplished had we done so.  Instead we are now set back 50 yrs or more in time and many have sold their tittys and pussies to the devil!  Shame on ya'll!  Now here we are, at the forefront of a new era, a new women's movement and you aren't even organized.  I want to puke as I read the fake and phony, casual, and insincere use of the word, "sister" in comments attempting to support one another.  Its gotta start with being REAL!  SINCERE!!!  You got that pussies?  SINCERITY, LOVE, RESPECT, and MEAN IT!!!!!!!Otherwise your work is in vain and the male establishment knows it too.  Don't you know that men know we women hate each other and fight?  And whats the supposed favorite thing we women love to do.........GOSSIP?  They will never take us seriously unless we mean it!  You know Trump is sitting back, along with the other males just laughing because they know women will take off their pussyhats and out comes the claws again slashing at each other.  

So Pussys if you are gonna start a movement you better be able to see it through.  Don't half ass this shit and call each other sisters for a few days and then get into cat fights with the claws out.  Be real women and stand up.......be real women and mean it!  Otherwise this is all in vain and who wins again?  Nothing will change unless you can see it through!  Its up to you pussies!